This month has been a very interesting one for me. As is to be expected when my home is on one side of Earth, and my passion and work are on the other side of Earth. The pandemic hasn’t and isn’t allowing pursuit of my goals this year. The 8000m Karakoram ski project passed in June, and I readjusted my training for an opening of the Nepal Himalayas for, well, right now. Nepal continues to see spikes in covid infections and a new lockdown is in place. 8000m expeditions won’t be happening in the Himalayas this Autumn 2020 season. So as I type now I am finishing the final weeks of tapering for a big ski mountaineering project in the Himalayas that will not be happening. That is frustrating, and it certainly is another lesson in patience and staying the course. Most of my training for these big mountain projects is cardio-based and foot bourne, I log 15-20 hours a week running, doing workouts with weight on hills and also a day each week of gym based muscular endurance exercise. My friends here in the Tetons who work as guides do not get it. Why am I carrying water up hills and running? Why not just go into the Tetons and climb?
In order to put my body into the condition it needs to be in once a year, or sometimes twice a year, I have to train very specific stimuli that aren’t always fun, yet I have come to enjoy it as part of my daily work. I get to go outside and push my body, putting a bit more in the “bank” of reserves that will prove beneficial when I’m finally able to pursue my goals. So far, it’s been two years to the date where I’ve trained specifically for my projects. Now I am resetting the training for the Spring 8000m season in 2021, along the way I’ll get to do some fun human powered ski projects as part of the HIMALAYA 500, and that really helps to break up the training.I also have some winter climbing projects here in USA I’m excited about and small ski mountaineering goals in the Tetons.
Part of the HIMALAYA 500 I’ll do while working as a mountain guide for Himalaya Alpine Guides, and the other portions I’ll do as a professional ski mountaineer. Certain objectives have higher risk tolerance than I’m comfortable guiding guests on, and these I’ll be doing with ski partners, or solo. These projects are why I began my work as a mountain athlete two years ago, working in partnership with brands to design and create equipment and clothing, recording my pursuits with film and images, training full time and pursuing goals that I’ve always wondered about. I am at my best when I’m pursuing my dreams, as opposed to standing around talking about it. Pursuing these goals does not make me the most balanced person. Most days I’m researching new ski lines and climbing objectives in the Himalayas in my library and on my computer, logging my daily training, writing to sponsors and guests to plan for the coming seasons and years, and generally focusing on anything but what’s in front of me in the present moment. I’m ok with that, this is what I love and I want to share that with others. I do not think I’ll regret what I’m doing, however there will be bumps in the road. That is to be expected.
I’ve started to make friends here in the Teton valley, I recently got a dog, and I’m learning to cook again and also live in a single place (the home I purchased in May 2019 here in the Teton Valley). The past decade I have more or less lived out of a duffel bag in India, Nepal and Tibet. This lifestyle is very different than what I’m used to, I really can’t relate to my friends here (yet), and I’m sure to them I seem distant. So the training continues, and I continue to wait patiently for us to be able to travel internationally again. I am grateful for new friendships here, my dog Wolfie and all that I am learning while I try and pursue balance while also keeping a mountain range on the other side of Earth in my mind. See you in the mountains, and here’s to growing a life here in the Teton Valley of Idaho, something that I am not the best at currently.